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Super Mario World Beruit Table (WIP) :iconconman--87:conman--87 1 0
Day's Decay
Every day, when the fading light fails,
I find bits of sunset under my nails.
Things forgotten are to yesterday lost;
What paths I have missed are roads left uncrossed.
Anxiety bleeds me throughout day;
Despite all my efforts, I've lost my way.
Why do you leave, simple sun of my sky?
Day after day, you forsake me to night.
Sleep helps me forget, a transient fix,
But I wake to a noise and the clock still ticks.
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My eyes,
They ache and burn so deep.
Their lids,
Tight-shut, refuse to keep.
My mind
Runs over counting-sheep.
Their bodies
Are hurdles I’m anxious to leap.
My hands,
They crush themselves in fists.
Like teeth,
They grind for shut-eye missed.
My soul
I'd sell for forty winks.
Your hell,
It’s this, I’m starting to think.
My hope,
It died, but I won’t weep.
I’ll mourn this loss of sleep.
My heart
Beats on, a ticking drum.
A clock
Which counts the hours’ sum.
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I lie on the sheets, bound to my bed.
No chains on my wrists, they’re all in my head.
Clocks tick away seconds, then hours, then days.
I don’t count their passing, but sleep them away.
No reason to wait, no sense being lost.
This fear is my folly, time is its cost.
I wait for something, for something profound.
Listening intently, I hear not a sound.
Just tireless ticking, the ticking of clocks,
Like the footsteps of Death, coming to knock.
Sunlight is a glow, then a glimmer, then dead.
I stare at the ceiling, bound to my bed.
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Choke :iconconman--87:conman--87 0 0 I Never Speak in My Dreams :iconconman--87:conman--87 4 3 Propaganda-Poster Worthy :iconconman--87:conman--87 2 3 ...And on to Infinity... :iconconman--87:conman--87 1 0 Oldest Trick in the Newspaper :iconconman--87:conman--87 0 0 Freaky Me 3 :iconconman--87:conman--87 0 0 Freaky Me 2 :iconconman--87:conman--87 0 0 Freaky Me 1 :iconconman--87:conman--87 0 0 Headless :iconconman--87:conman--87 3 3 Legs 1b :iconconman--87:conman--87 1 0 Legs 1a :iconconman--87:conman--87 0 0
Before, I would have said my heart was fine;
It was warm as a hearth and red like wine.
Joy came cheap and spirit was free.
I reveled in joy's simplicity.
As time moved on and the seasons passed,
Innocence shrank as questions were asked.
Later, a close inspection shows
Fractures and flaws from various woes.
The pressures of years weigh heavily,
As do new responsibilities.
Now there is no denying the fact:
I was too scared to try, too late to act.
My days are spent thinking of ends.
I find no comfort in the words of friends.
Hope and bliss, with whom ties were once strong,
Sometimes visit but never stay long.
Neglected, beaten, cold as a cage,
Worn down by hate and broken by rage,
This now-empty house which is my heart
Has gone to ruin, fallen apart.
Little pieces which fell from the cracks
Lie in a corner, placed neatly in stacks.
There they will indefinitely remain
'Til this house, by nature, is reclaimed.
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Quiet Moment :iconoceancradled:oceancradled 9 0 deep down. dreams between the bedsheets :iconbiocity2:BIOCITY2 108 3 Rachel 01 :iconmiobi:miobi 106 5 Francois de Brigode - Presentateur et Photographe :iconbenheine:BenHeine 65 6 Black Rose :iconkoraykaragozler:koraykaragozler 212 6 Watercolor Deer :iconkoraykaragozler:koraykaragozler 150 4 Watercolor Goat :iconkoraykaragozler:koraykaragozler 156 1 Watercolor Magnolia :iconkoraykaragozler:koraykaragozler 278 6 secrets :iconm0thart:M0THart 386 11 Rogue :iconmelora:melora 20 2 Rook :iconjodeee:jodeee 409 35 trash :icondopeindulgence:dopeindulgence 482 8 birds love :icondopeindulgence:dopeindulgence 161 3 watercolor tree cover up :icondopeindulgence:dopeindulgence 324 8


United States
I don't know how to create fantastic works of art. I don't know how to write award-winning poetry. I just do what I do and enjoy it.

I enjoy spending my time listening to good music, watching good movies, checking out good art, having good conversations, meeting good people, spending time with family and good friends, and frolicking about in the good (great) outdoors.

Current Residence: Somewhat shabby basement apartment, California
Favourite genres of music: indie, synthpop, electronic, etc.
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: My own, thank you very much
Favourite cartoon character: Jake the Dog!
Favourite food: Mom's homemade lasagna


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brassteeth Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2015
TVD-Photography Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Professional Photographer
Thank you for the watch :huggle: ^-^
conman--87 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015
No problem! :) You do some great photography.
brassteeth Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014
Thanks for faving O.D
conman--87 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014
No prob!
keight Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014
Thanks for the fave.
conman--87 Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014
No problem! It's a really interesting piece. :)
brassteeth Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
Thanks for the watch!
conman--87 Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014
Hey, no probs! Likewise, thanks for the watch and favorite! Keep up the good writing. :)
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